A Domina's Diary
Hi, I'm Maria, and welcome to the home of my online diary, an irregular dialogue on my day-to-day life and the development of my marriage.
I was 32 years old when I began posting my story, a professional consultant living in the UK; well-paid, hard working, but with enough free time to enjoy a very active and enjoyable social life. I'd been married for a little over nine years to Martin, a successful businessman whose attributes would make me the envy of many women - heís intelligent, witty, kind, and very competent at almost anything he turns his hand to. I'll state quite openly that I love him dearly.
From Fantasy To Reality
Being almost ten years older than me and outwardly assertive, I imagine most of our friends and acquaintances regard Martin as being in the driving seat in our relationship. Well, they'd be completely wrong, as I'm sure you've already gathered from the words and pictures at the top of this page. However, if I were to tell you that when I first met my future husband I was a somewhat naÔve and timid university undergraduate, you'd probably wonder what events occurred that changed me into a strong-willed, self-confident young wife who enjoys leading her husband around the house on a dog lead, stopping occasionally to allow him to spend a few moments kissing and licking her thigh length leather boots as she offers extra encouragement with a training crop.
The history of this transformation is outlined in the opening entries in the diary. Essentially, though, my story is that of a wife who was coaxed and manipulated by her husband into wearing and doing things that satisfied his sexual fantasies, and then giving him more than he bargained for when the conditioning changed her for real. Perhaps it should serve as a warning to all latently submissive men who dream of their partner taking control of them and humiliating them. In short, be careful what you wish for.
The Pleasure Of Writing
As for the reasons as to why I'm making details of my life open to a wider audience, well, that's quite simple: it turns me on. My interest in letting others know about my life began when I agreed to allow Martin to submit a few pictures of me to an amateur web site. The photos were fairly innocuous: just low-res video captures of me wearing a very tight leather pencil skirt and extremely high heels, and my face was hidden. Nevertheless I was still somewhat dubious, and one thing I insisted upon was that the contact info accompanying the pictures should be a private email address to which only I had access. I didnít want my husband getting carried away writing about me to correspondents.
To my surprise I found the feedback I received very stimulating. I was half expecting some distasteful and sordid comments, but without exception every person who wrote to me was very respectful and always careful not to offend until I gave them the green light to be more explicit. Some emails came from submissive men who clearly shared similar longings to those of my husband, and consequently I knew exactly how to tease them with my replies. However I also received plenty of exciting correspondence from 'normal' men, and their descriptions of what they dreamed of doing with me heightened my growing desire to make my husbandís greatest fantasy become reality: to cuckold him, and in particular to inflict upon him the humiliation of being forced to watch while his wife has sex with another man.
Is This Really For You?
I want to make sure that I'm not offending anyone or wasting their time, so let me tell you that inside the diary you will find me writing in fairly graphic terms about my experiences as a dominant wife - the fetish clothing that I wear, the humiliations I administer to my husband, and my pursuit of extramarital sex. Most of the pictures are fairly harmless, but a few have somewhat stronger content which I've tried to present in a tasteful way. Please look elsewhere if you're after heavy BDSM content or highly explicit imagery.
Originally this was going to be a text-only diary as I reasoned that it would annoy readers if I posted amateur quality pictures which have been blurred or cropped to hide detail. However it quickly became apparent that the diary was lacking something without some photos to add context to entries. Consequently I have now included a small number of video captures with my diary posts, but please accept that they leave much to be desired. I can only apologise for this, and I can assure you that it's as frustrating for me as it is for you - I would love to show unaltered photographs as it would strengthen the hold I have on readers and enable me to post a far wider range of pictures than I can at present.
Hopefully there will be something in this diary for everyone, especially women who are tempted by the idea of domination but have never plucked up the courage to give it a try. If you're a submissive man, you'll no doubt find the descriptions of how I dominate my husband stimulating. And if you're a more normal guy, then maybe you'd like to imagine what it would be like to be my partner when I cuckold Martin.
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